The groups also say that many of those who sign up do not understand the risks.
NGOs have cited gloomy statistics showing deaths resulting from drug trials in the country have been increasing over the last few years.
For the first six months of this year, nearly 500 deaths have been attributed to trials, which is more than the combined total for 2007 and 2008...
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Hi everyone!!!
Today I was alone at home and there was nothing to do so I start writing on the page . . . initially I was stuck about my comment but when I read what I
Write it was not to shocking because I was comparing two opposite things with each other. . Love and wealth (money) . . . what I write I just quote it over here
“From the start of world human beings are sooo self centered that they only think about itself . . . the person who fall in love get both wealth and love but the person who only become the servant of his aspiration get only wealth not love”
After these few lines what I conclude is love is far more important than wealth. . Love does not mean feel affection for girl or boy. . .what I think is that love is the passion to get some think ,it’s extreme of worship ,or may be it is some think far above than following someone . . . .
On the other hand what I think about wealth is not sooo good . . . because it is the only thing which makes brother’s enemy of each other . . . it is some time satisfaction. Those people who think that they can buy love through wealth they just convince themselves because wealth is nothing more than blood which when comes out of body we do not want to have a intake of same . . Wealth is some thing which when comes to a any one no one wants to lose it but bad blood and black wealth both are dangerous for us. .
I think it is enough because am making u all bore. ..
Sooo am thanking you all for reading this. ..
Please make your comment so I can improve my self. .
HI GUYS!
It’s me TAHIR second time over here . . . . . . . . .Well leave it. . . . .
Come to the point . . . Today I want to share my views about moments which can change life for ever. . . . Well readers what I think about this is sooo simple because it happened to me recently. My result was to be announced on which my entire future lies and it was on the result weather I do engineering or some thing else. Before one week of result I start praying for result with my heart core but I was bit late making GOD in my favor because the result was assembled and just was to be announced but I didn’t give up. . I tried all those way through which I can persuade GOD to make my result better than my preparation and expectation I obey my elders far much then before I worship GOD regularly I help needy people’s a lot and most important I asked for apology from all those people’s whom I hurt in last one year . . You people thinking why not those people whom I hurt before one year. Answer is so simple because I practice this deed before result every year. .
So where was I! OH yeah I was talking about apology and they gladly did this. . After doing all this I was quite satisfied that now my result will be good and far good than my expectation and after this moment I was in the position that I can bear the pain of waiting of result . . . but destiny wants something else . . My result was to be announced on 26 august but due to some disaster in Pakistan the result was to be postponed and still unannounced. .. . LIKE me thousands of students did the same. . . But of no use. . GOD wants us to do more. . More and more. . So I am still doing the same and will keep on doing until the result announced. .. .
This was all fiction. Resemblance to any story is truly an incident. .
All right reserved
In the END my result has been announced and I am clearly passed. .
Why is Pakistan’s president junketing while his people drown?
View a slideshow of Pakistan's great flood.
This week, Pakistan's president, Asif Ali Zardari, boarded a private Gulfstream Jet along with his family and his hundreds-large entourage to visit the European countries included on the president's grand tour. Yesterday, Zardari -- who was married to my aunt, the late Benazir Bhutto, before her 2007 murder -- landed in London. As soon as the plane touched down, the president and his Very Important coterie were chauffeured in a dozen luxury vehicles to a five-star hotel where the president will be staying in a £7,000 ($11,160) per night Royal Suite.
His welcome, however, was less than royal. On the drive to the hotel, protesters held placards reading "Zardari King of Thieves," "Zardari 100% Pure Corruption," and "GO Zardari GO." While Zardari was schmoozing with his cronies in luxe London hotels, Pakistan was reeling from the deadliest floods to hit the country in 80 years. In short, it looks like Zardari's Katrina.
More than 3 million people in the northwestern region of Pakistan have now been affected by the floods. Parts of the north are facing terminal food shortages even as they are inaccessible to relief workers. The U.N. World Food Program says that 1.8 million will urgently need something to eat in coming weeks. The death toll has risen steadily in recent days to more than 1,400 people. About another million have lost their homes.
The news is also unlikely to get any better: Officials now say that the waters are expected to hit Punjab and Sindh provinces, Pakistan's food-producing regions. New flood warnings are still being issued, and the country is bracing for further monsoon downpours.
Zardari takes a lot of overseas trips -- so many that one local TV pundit estimated somewhat anecdotally last year that Richard Holbrooke, U.S. President Barack Obama's special envoy to the "AfPak" region, had spent more time in Pakistan than Zardari had recently. But the timing of this particular visit has angered not only his subjects but also his hosts. Two prominent Asian Britons refused to meet the visiting head of state. Khalid Mahmood, a member of parliament, vigorously condemned Zardari's decision to visit London. "A lot of people are dying," he told the press. "He should be [in Pakistan] to try to support the people, not swanning around in the UK and France." Lord Ahmed, a labor MP, continued that Zardari had a responsibility to be "looking after people, not [be] over here."
Yet the protests seem to have fallen on deaf ears -- which really shouldn't surprise anyone who has watched the Zardari government in action. The floods are just the latest, most tragic example of how inept the Pakistani state truly is. The inundation was predictable; Pakistan suffers monsoon rains every year at exactly the same time. But in a country -- and with a president -- so endemically corrupt, dealing with the entirely preventable, whether terrorism or natural disasters, has become impossible. There is simply no will, and more importantly no money, to spend on the Pakistani people. The country's coffers are constantly being diverted to more pressing programs -- or pockets, for that matter. Before he came to office, Zardari was facing corruption charges in Switzerland, Spain, and Britain. (As president, he withdrew Pakistan's cooperation with the latter two countries' courts; his presidential immunity prevented a Swiss case from re-opening.And thus the tragedy unfolds: There are no emergency evacuation plans for natural disasters, nor is there money for institutions that could help victims of such crises. What there is money for -- almost $600,000 -- are such programs as the Martyr Benazir Bhutto Income Support Scheme, a cult of personality initiative named after the president's late wife. Those who sign up receives meager cash handouts and find themselves on the president's ruling party's election rolls -- which themselves received more government funds than two whole federal departments of Pakistan put together.
Meanwhile, if rumors in the Pakistani press are right, Zardari's European tour is even more cynical than it already seems. The trip is meant to kickstart the president's young son's political career. That launch has to take place overseas to avoid the inevitably hostile reactions such a dynastic coronation would draw back in Pakistan. Speculation has it that Zardari's son Bilawal, a recent college graduate who is already co-chairman along with Zardari of their political party, will proclaim himself the future leader of Pakistan to a select audience in Birmingham on August 7.
Pakistan's The News newspaper summed up popular sentiment in a laundry list of questions posed to the country's High Commission in London. "Who is paying for the buses and coaches being booked to bring people to the Birmingham rally?" the paper asks. "Why will the president not cancel his visit?" And the most crucial question: Shouldn't the money for the trip be better spent on the flood victims? In response, the Pakistani High Commission issued a one-line blanket response: "This is an official visit and procedures for official visits are being followed."
Pakistan can ill afford a president who prioritizes his personal political future over the lives of millions of his citizens. We have always known in Pakistan that the rest of the world's attention comes at a tremendously high cost. Yet we seem to keep paying.
The fourth Test between England and Pakistan at Lord's is at the centre of a police investigation into spot-fixing, after a 35-year-old man was arrested after allegedly being caught offering to bribe Pakistan's bowlers to bowl no-balls on demand.
According to a report in The News of the World, Mazher Majeed accepted £150,000 to arrange a fix involving Pakistan's new-ball bowlers, Mohammad Amir and Mohammad Asif, whom he allegedly asked to bowl no-balls at specific moments of the match. The paper also alleges that the team captain, Salman Butt, and the wicketkeeper, Kamran Akmal, are involved, along with three other unnamed cricketers.
Players named were questioned and were quizzed about sums of money found in the rooms, though it is thought that those were made up of the daily allowances players are given while on tour. The man arrested is believed to have contacts with the team though until now it was assumed he was acting as an agent for players, helping them secure sponsorship and kit contracts.
Officials from the ICC's Anti-Corruption Unit are currently flying in from Dubai, and in a statement, the ICC confirmed that the allegations were being taken seriously.
"The International Cricket Council, the England & Wales Cricket Board and the Pakistan Cricket Board have been informed by the Metropolitan Police that a 35-year-old man has been arrested on suspicion of conspiracy to defraud bookmakers," read the statement.
"The Metropolitan Police have informed the ICC, ECB and PCB that their investigations continue and ICC, ECB and PCB, with the involvement of the ICC Anti-Corruption and Security Unit, are fully assisting those enquiries. No players nor team officials have been arrested in relation to this incident and the fourth npower Test match will continue as scheduled on Sunday. As this is now subject to a police investigation neither ICC, ECB, PCB, nor the ground authority, the MCC, will make any further comment."
A Scotland Yard spokeman added: "Following information received from the News of the World we have today [Saturday, August 28] arrested a 35-year old man on suspicion of conspiracy to defraud bookmakers."
In a video secretly recorded during the NOTW investigation, a man alleged to be Mazher is clearly heard predicting that Amir would bowl the first over of the England innings, and that he would deliver a no-ball from the first ball of the third over - which as Cricinfo's ball-by-ball commentary noted: "was an enormous no-ball, good half a metre over the line." The man also appeared to correctly predict a no-ball from the sixth ball of the tenth over, bowled this time by Asif.
Pakistan's team manager Yawar Saeed confirmed that the allegations were being investigated, with police turning up at the team hotel in Swiss Cottage at 7.30pm, shortly after the close of an eventful third day of the Lord's Test, in which Pakistan were left on the brink of defeat after losing 14 wickets in the day.
According to Sky News reporters outside the team hotel, police officers were seen leaving the building with two bags at around 11pm, while an unidentified man in a Pakistan training top was understood to have been taken away in an unmarked police car from the back of the building, although the team manager denied that any arrests had been made within the squad.
Even allowing for their disastrous on-field performance, Pakistan left Lord's with unusual haste after the third day's play, with the team bus departing barely 20 minutes after the close of play, before any member of the squad had taken part in the mandatory post-match press conference
The whole of a problem is that We, as a Pakistani dont care of what happiness could have been brought by winning even a Single game. Instead we are interested in Money, no matter what injuries it causes to the Name and Fame of our Nationals...
Truely a shameful event
for PCB and the alleged players...
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How is it that I can feel you so deeply in Me
Even after You were Gone
Sometimes I feel so close to You
But You're so very far away.
If I can't touch You,
I hope I can at least touch Your heart.
For You have touched my heart
in a very special way.
It seems that fate brought us together.
I was so alone until I found You.
Now, whenever I think of You,
I can't help but smile.
During the day
my thoughts often turn to You.
Our daily conversations
Are the highlight of my day.
I long for the day
when I can touch You, hold You,
feel Your warm embrace.
I want to see Your lovely smile
just before the sweetness.
I want to walk with You along the beach,
In all places that ever exist.
I want to treat You the way
You should be treated.
With all the respect, affection, and tenderness You deserve.
I am patiently waiting for You.
Because I know in my heart..
''You are more than worth the wait''.
I really 'am waiting for You to hop into my arms one more time
And this time, I Swear On God..
Am Never Gonna Let You Go ... :-)
There's one bright star in the sky that i see
I wish I could find Happiness
But all I could do is Cry
There are memories of You in my head
I wish my life wasn't so hard
And that we weren't so far apart
I miss the way you smile
You took away that empty feeling
and made every thing worth.
with all my heart and it still hurts so much
DUBAI, United Arab Emirates – The United Arab Emirates outlined plans Sunday to block BlackBerry e-mail, messaging and Web browsing services in a crackdown that could jeopardize efforts to establish the country as an international business hub.
The government cited a potential security threat because encrypted data sent on the devices is moved abroad, where it cannot be monitored for illegal activity. But the decision — quickly followed by a similar move in Saudi Arabia — raises questions about whether the conservative Gulf nations are trying to further control content they deem politically or morally objectionable.
BlackBerry phones have a strong following in the region, not only among foreign professionals in commercial centers such as Dubai and Abu Dhabi, but also among youth who see their relatively securecommunication channels as a way to avoid unwanted government attention.
"The authorities have used a variety of arguments, like it can be used by terrorists" to justify the crackdown, said Christopher Davidson, a professor at the University of Durham in Britain, who has written extensively about the region. "Yes that's true, but it can also be used by civil society campaigners and activists."
The UAE's decision will prevent hundreds of thousands of BlackBerry users from accessing e-mail and the Web on their handsets starting in October. It's unclear whether the ban will extend to foreign visitors with roaming services, including the roughly 100,000 passengers who pass through the region's busiest airport in Dubai each day.
The ban risks further damaging the UAE's reputation as a relatively easy place to do business.
Dubai, one of seven hereditary sheikdoms in the federation, in particular has sought to turn itself into a global finance, trade and tourism hub. But its reputation has been tarnished by a credit crisis that has left the emirate more than $100 billion in debt.
Residents say the BlackBerry crackdown will only do more harm, making foreign businesses think twice before setting up shop in the country.
"They'll think now they've banned the BlackBerry, maybe next time it'll be the Internet," said Shakir Mahmood, a Dubai-based debt collector and BlackBerry user originally from Iraq.
This isn't the first time BlackBerry and Emirati officials have had run-ins over security and the popular handsets, a fixture in professionals' pockets and purses the world over.
Last year, BlackBerry maker Research in Motion Ltd. criticized a directive by the UAE state-owned mobile operator Etisalat telling the company's BlackBerry users to install software described as an "upgrade" required for "service enhancements."
RIM said tests showed it was in fact spy software that could allow outsiders to access private information stored on the phones. It strongly distanced itself from Etisalat's decision and told users how to remove the software.
Within hours of Sunday's UAE decision to block BlackBerry services, a telecommunications official in neighboring Saudi Arabia said the desert kingdom would do the same, starting later this month. The Saudi official, who spoke on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to talk to the media, said the country's telecommunications regulator would issue a statement soon.
Ali Mohammed of Saudi Telecom, however, said the company had "not received any instructions about BlackBerry from the ministry."
Government censors in both Saudi Arabia and the UAE routinely block access to websites and other media deemed to carry content that runs contrary to the nations' conservative Islamic values or that could stoke political unrest.
Regulators in the UAE say BlackBerry devices operate outside a set of national security and safety laws enacted in 2007, the year after the BlackBerry debuted in the UAE. They say they are concerned some BlackBerry services "allow users to act without any legal accountability, causing judicial, social and national security concerns."
The government said it is singling out the BlackBerry, and not other smart phones such as Apple Inc.'s iPhone and Nokia Corp. handsets, because the Blackberry is the only one that automatically sends users' data to servers overseas.
Unlike other smart phones, BlackBerry devices use a system that updates a user's inbox by sending encrypted messages through company servers abroad, including RIM's home country of Canada.
Users like the system because it is seen as more secure, but it also makes BlackBerry messages far harder to monitor than ones sent through domestic servers that authorities can more easily tap into, analysts say.
"This is the irony, that it's the device with the highest security features. These same security features that corporations like have become an issue of national security for the government," said Simon Simonian, an analyst at Dubai-based investment bank Shuaa Capital. "The UAE doesn't want to take any chances and they want to monitor what is going on in the country."
The dispute highlights an ongoing tug-of-war between autocratic governments determined to control what information citizens consume online and share with others, and technology providers whose loyalties lie with their customers and shareholders.
Similar tensions erupted earlier this year between China and Google Inc. after the Internet company said it would stop censoring its search results in the country. After China warned it might not renew its license, Google agreed to obey local laws and stop automatically switching mainland users to its unfiltered Hong Kong site.
Emirati authorities are eager to portray an image of a safe and stable society free from the extremism found elsewhere in the region. They have taken steps to crack down on terror financing and efforts by neighboring Iran to sidestep international sanctions over its nuclear program.
Davidson cited alarm in the UAE and other Gulf nations over the role online organization played in helping to drive anti-government protests in Iran during the 2009 elections as a factor in their moves to tighten Internet controls.
Emirati regulators said in a statement they sought to reach a compromise with RIM on their concerns, but failed to come to an agreement.
"With no solution available and in the public interest ... BlackBerry Messenger, BlackBerry E-mail and BlackBerry Web-browsing services will be suspended until an acceptable solution can be developed and applied," said the director-general of the Telecommunications Regulatory Authority, Mohamed al-Ghanim.
"BlackBerry appears to be compliant in similar regulatory environments of other countries, which makes noncompliance in the UAE both disappointing and of great concern," he added in a statement carried on state news agency WAM.
A spokeswoman for RIM said the Canadian company had no immediate comment.
Other countries, including India and the Gulf state of Bahrain, have also raised concerns about BlackBerry messaging features, but have not blocked them outright.
RIM said in a statement last week it "respects both the regulatory requirements of government and the security and privacy needs of corporations and consumers."
The company declined to disclose details of talks it has had with regulators in the more than 175 countries where it operates, but defended its phones' security features as "widely accepted" by customers and governments.
Etisalat and Du, the UAE's two state-run telephone companies, said they are working on alternative services for their BlackBerry customers.
RIM does not disclose the number of BlackBerry users in the UAE. However, analyst Simonian estimated there are "hundreds of thousands" of BlackBerry users in the country.
None contacted by The Associated Press on Sunday said they supported the pending ban.
"I find it irritating, actually. It's a service everyone is using, and all of a sudden, they're just going to disconnect it?" said a 30-year-old manager at a Dubai mall who would give only his first name, Khalid, because he did not want to attract attention from the authorities.
I woke up in the middle of the Night feeling Insecure
Darkness around me all of a sudden
I couldn't feel the fresh Air around me
I couldn't see the whirling fan or the Dim table -lamp
All i could ever see was Darkness ..
I couldn't think about things that usually occupy me
I couldn't text my friends or even talk to them
I couldn't continue reading my favorite book
The Music that i usually listen to seemed mute
The awesome football game between my favorite teams seemed blank
But There was a definite calmness around me
I felt like i was floating on some water body
Whenever i felt Hungry it seemed like the food reached down to me
To satisfy my Hunger ...
It seemed like someone was holding me onto them
I could feel them Moving carefully .... Cos i was holding onto them
I could feel their happiness whenever i moved
I didn't really Know Who i really was ......... Everything seemed to forget ...
It all seemed like a miracle n there was Peace all around me ..
There was a sudden Cry of Pain
I was yearning to tell her that I never wanted to hurt her this way
I really wanted to Cry out my Promise to her that i'll never give her any more pain in life
I could feel myself moving
I could feel the water body that was holding me getting completely drained off
I could see myself moving slowly towards Bright Light
I could sense somebody Pushing me out
I could see HER hold on me withdrawing itself
I couldn't open my eyes or feel anything for a moment or so
I felt someone slapping me hard
I suddenly came back to my senses n realised who i really was
I cried out My promise to my Mom that i will never ever Hurt her again in life
I could see her physical pains draining off as soon as i cried my promise out to her
She laid me close to her ... on her Heart filled with Love
I could feel her kissing all over me ...
Well really wished to die on her lap cos i wanted her to be my start n end ....
Maa ....... Thanks for bearing me amidst all your Physical n mental pains ......
I promise to be yours forever ..... Never will i leave u maa .......
I wana hold you in my Heart for Eternities together
Never wana miss You even if its for a While
You know why my life is so beautiful
Cos You come in right away n Fill it with Love,Love n lots of Love...
Hug me harder for my worries to die
Hold me up for my tears to dry
Love me girl, For my loneliness to fly away ..
Your Pains are Mine
Your Sorrows n Tears are Mine
I'am really Selfish when it comes to Loving You
I'am really Happy that this World calls it "Possessiveness"
I can feel u deep within me every little second
No God's can ever explain this feeling between us
Is this what we call Love ...............?
Well ... It is something more than Love
Something more than even the God can define
It is something more than Love,God or Humanity.
It can only exist between u n me ..
Cos You are bing Yourself n am being Myself n
We are being Ourselves together.
I keep myself awake every night just to Watch u Sleep
I empty my thoughts just to listen to You
I keep myself blank for You to fill me up ..
I keep myself awake just to look into Your Most beautiful eyes n say
"I Love You"
My mornings Miss You
My Evenings Seeks You
Where were You all these days ........................ ?
A Lifetime is never gonna be Enough to Love You
Lots of Unsaid Love still remains deep into my Heart
Take me with You
I belong with You..... Now n Forever ........
I saw my Angel the Moment I met Her
Her Beauty so Enchanting,Refined, Eloquent, Pure n Divine
Her eyes so Hypnotizing
Her face so Refreshing
Her Perfume still smells on Me
Her Beautiful Dark Hair, Darker than the Darkest of Nights
Her Skin so soft, Delicate n Bright
Her Figure, So feminine, Pleasing n Delightful
Her beautiful Shyness that always belonged to me
Well ... She was truly Beautiful n Delicate
We Spoke, Shared, Cared, Laughed n Cried in our own World
Her Mind, So Profound, An Articulation of speech so Rare
A friend in Joy
A Comfort when i was in tears
My Worst Enemy at Fights ( Love)
Well .. My Lav was all i can ever ask for.
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Time was too short, An Eternity desired
A Love Lost
Memories Gained
A Dream Entrenched, Oh how sweet She was ... Even in my Dreams
She's the Dream of Dreams
The Thought of her Startles my Deep Sleep
I awake only to see that am all Alone again n Forever
Without Realising that she's Gone forever
Gone with the Wind
To make Life Beautiful for Gods
Where are You my Lav ....................... ?
Beneath the sands of time ............?
Inside the Womb of Mother Earth .?
Our Story once Lived
A Dream once Believed
Wishing for a last Kiss, One last Word, One last Hug n One last Love...
All Unsaid Love is still yearning to be Yours
Waiting to be in Your Arms- As Your Beautiful Love...
We were the Most Beautiful Love on Earth
Cos We Only Belonged To You n Me ...
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Rest In Peace Lavina
I will keep Loving You Forever
With the Pain of Missing You in My Heart
Our Beautiful Memories bringing Smiles n Tears Together
Love You So Much My Lav ............................................
I will forever remain Yours .......
Rest In Peace
Around the corner I have a
friend
In this great city that has no end.
Yet the days go by and weeks rush
on
And before i know it, a year is gone.
And i never see my old friend’s
face
For life is a swift and terrible race.
He knows i like him just as
well
As in the days when i rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we’re younger
then
And now we’re busy tired men.
Tired of playing fulish game
Tired of trying to make a name.
Tommorow i say i’ll call on him
Just to show that i m thinking of him.
But tommorow comes and tommorow
goes
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner yet miles
away
Here is a telegram he is died today
And that is what we get and deserve
in the end
Around the corner a vanished friend.
A Broken Heart is what i feel
It leads to flowing tears
The sorrow from this Loneliness
Gives way to deeper fears ..
I'am hurt from inside
After i lost you to the Gods
I'am asking to myself
How could this end so suddenly ............... ?
I felt like i could Die ..
It wasn't very Long ago
That You n Me Embraced each other
It feels like only yesterday
And my soul's displaced now
I'am trying to find a peaceful thought
Where we and our Love were so strong
But in the Absence of You
I'am Literally dying every second to be with You.
For all the times we've Kissed
For all the times we've Laughed
For all the times we've Hugged
For all the times we've Loved
For all the times we've cried
For all the times we've lived beautifully
Your touch is what I've missed ..
I hope there comes a day
When our truest Love will re-unite in the Heaven
That day I'll wipe away my Lonely tears
Those tears that'd been wetting my pillows every night
Waiting to come back to You
To re-unite with the Love of my Life ..... You ........
Our Love is truely Unbreakable ........
This can never be a Good-Bye
Even as i watch You leave this Physical World of Ours
Flowers being thrown all the way till Your Grave
My heart's full of thorns just cos i couldn't be with You Now
I really Hope you REST IN PEACE
This world can never forget You and Our Love ...
I really hope You don't see my tears of pain
But
I wish You were here to heal my heart just once more
Whenever i close my eyes, there's an Image of Your Face
I cry my heart out
Realizing that You can never be replaced in my Heart
I keep telling myself that You are my Heart-beat forever
And
When that becomes wrong, I'll be there with You
Proving my Love for You once again
By being with You forever....
Miss you my Love
In my heart
In my Beat
In my Smile
In my Happiness and In in Body n Soul .......
I broke into pieces
Fell into the burning flame of Loneliness
Fell from the Height of our Love
You told me that you were going to Heaven
Without even realizing
My Heaven would be a Hell without You
If you could see me now
You will see how
I fail to even survive the "Tomorrows of my life"
Without You.
Need you so madly Baby
I Miss you so much more than the words can ever mean..
I cry inside of Me
I cry cos i Miss my Heart thats in You
I cry Hopelessly
Cos I know that
I can never breathe your Love again
My mind always wonders
Why did i ever let things slip away ......?
I just can't stand another day without you Baby
This feeling without you is hurting me so badly
Please come back to me n let me be yours again .
I know i can't wake up for tomorrow without you near me
I come by your Grave n spend time with you everyday
I cry out loud hoping that You would come out of it
to wipe my tears n heal my Heart just once more
Baby .. When i promised I will always be with you n
Never part from you even in Death ...
Y did i let you go ???????
I miss you baby ... With tears in my eyes n My Broken Heart Bleeding you love every moment.
Pleaseeeeee come back me ...
I'll never let u go this time ... I Swear ....
I wanna be yours forever ... even in Death.
I'am Crying forever
Cos I Know I can never breathe your Love Again.
Things have changed forever
Time has stood still
No longer am'i the little girl that i used to be
The memories will remain close in my Heart, But the Innocence is gone forever
Through time, marriage, children, So much knowledge about life has been gained
And yet so many questions still remain Unanswered
Will the answers ever unfold ....................?
Attitude and thoughts are now conceived so differently
Who are the real friends and who are the real enemies ....... ?
Who and what are the real Priorities ......?
Will i still lose myself in trying to do things for everyone else ................?
I think not ..
The most valuable lesson life has taught me
My soul needs nourishing too
But which path should i take to do so ....? Only i can decide that.
The impact might be great but i will stay strong till the end
I now carry myself in a different way
Some say for good n others say for worse
As long as i remember the wounds of the past n things that have come out of it
I will be the only one who can things about me ..
Its my life n i live it my way.
Emotions are so high, and so low, and in between
I run fast n chase them all day long
Never really knowing which one s going to be mine
At this point n time of my life, I have been put to a Stern test
But i really know i can give it my best shot
There are thoughts that i still hold on to
There are angels still guiding me through the right path as ever
I do know that there will always be a CALM after a STORM
which my life is now
I do know that Tomorrow will b a new day for me .... With a new sunrise
And each person that has true passion n Unconditional love for me
Will stand by me n hold me whenever i fall.
Though wounded by things that have happened in my till now
I know i still have my saving Grace
I shall be aware, and full prepared to face the years ahead of me
They will bring more change
Is that not what time is after-all supposed to do ???
Heal my heart once again
But i know i can survive even if the little girl in me had disappeared
I can still reflect back on the Wonderful memories i had
After all if it had not been for her, I could never be the Woman that i'am now
Even though her memories will always haunt me.
Now is the time to say Good-bye to the Innocence of my Child-hood
And really concentrate and savor the Innocence of my Woman-hood.
Woman-hood is always a pride n Be proud to be a Woman.
An Extract From My Mail ..
Whenever I wanna smile
There's always a drop of tear reminding You
Reminding the fact that You're Gone
Gone with the Wind .. Too Far
Out of my reach.
Does those tears tell u something ...........?
Something that i've been yearning to tell u
To tell you that my heart is missing a beat every little moment without You
To tell you that You'e my Happiness n i miss my smile ever since you were gone
To tell you that i always Love being yours n only yours
To tell you that i love it " when u were mine"
To tell you that I'll keep loving you till my soul stops breathing.
Every-time the clock ticks
My mind starts thinking about you
It really pains so much to even think you're gone
So much that my brain keeps telling me that "I MISS HER"
Whenever i see happy couples together
I cry out Happy tears cos i see " us in them "
Its always such a pride to even think that You're mine
I wanna thank you for being "mine in me" ....
You defined my love n let me define yours
Together we defined True Love
Something that is rare n pure
Something that belonged only to us
Whenever i think about you sitting alone with the angels in the heaven above me
My eyes cry out bloody tears
My heart misses a beat every second
Wish i could be there with you ...
Let the Angels in the Heaven wait for a moment
Let the moment turn into an Eternity
Waiting for you to come back to me
Be mine forever .. heal my heart one more
Touch me n let my pain disappear
Look deep into me n keep pumping your love into me
Yearning to hold you in my arms n tell you how much you mean to me ..
Waiting for our lips to hide into each others
The Gods don't deserve you up there in the heaven
Its me who needs u so madly n badly
Wanna be yours for eternities together
Waiting for you to come back to me
My eyes are wet
My words stammer
My walk is crippled
My heart is broken
Make me yours one again n never let me go
Love you so much baby ....... more than words can ever mean.
Will you come back to me ......???????
Will you be mine forever ........???????
Waiting for you ........With Broken Heart n Teary Eyes.
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