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India becomes global drug trial ground for pharmaceuticals

Tue, 07 Sep 2010 02:50:42 +0100

Human rights groups are raising concern over India turning into a hot spot for drug trials, where hospital patients are being used as guinea pigs for the world's pharmaceutical companies, sometimes without consent.

The groups also say that many of those who sign up do not understand the risks.

NGOs have cited gloomy statistics showing deaths resulting from drug trials in the country have been increasing over the last few years.

For the first six months of this year, nearly 500 deaths have been attributed to trials, which is more than the combined total for 2007 and 2008...
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Love & Wealth

Thu, 02 Sep 2010 16:30:53 +0100

Hi everyone!!!

Today I was alone at home and there was nothing to do so I start writing on the page . . . initially I was stuck about my comment but when I read what I

Write it was not to shocking because I was comparing two opposite things with each other. . Love and wealth (money) . . . what I write I just quote it over here

“From the start of world human beings are sooo self centered that they only think about itself . . . the person who fall in love get both wealth and love but the person who only become the servant of his aspiration get only wealth not love”

After these few lines what I conclude is love is far more important than wealth. . Love does not mean feel affection for girl or boy. . .what I think is that love is the passion to get some think ,it’s extreme of worship ,or may be it is some think far above than following someone . . . .

On the other hand what I think about wealth is not sooo good . . . because it is the only thing which makes brother’s enemy of each other . . . it is some time satisfaction. Those people who think that they can buy love through wealth they just convince themselves because wealth is nothing more than blood which when comes out of body we do not want to have a intake of same . . Wealth is some thing which when comes to a any one no one wants to lose it but bad blood and black wealth both are dangerous for us. .

I think it is enough because am making u all bore. ..

Sooo am thanking you all for reading this. ..

Please make your comment so I can improve my self. .

Result Preparation

Tue, 31 Aug 2010 17:41:22 +0100

HI GUYS!

It’s me TAHIR second time over here . . . . . . . . .Well leave it. . . . .

Come to the point . . . Today I want to share my views about moments which can change life for ever. . . . Well readers what I think about this is sooo simple because it happened to me recently. My result was to be announced on which my entire future lies and it was on the result weather I do engineering or some thing else. Before one week of result I start praying for result with my heart core but I was bit late making GOD in my favor because the result was assembled and just was to be announced but I didn’t give up. . I tried all those way through which I can persuade GOD to make my result better than my preparation and expectation I obey my elders far much then before I worship GOD regularly I help needy people’s a lot and most important I asked for apology from all those people’s whom I hurt in last one year . . You people thinking why not those people whom I hurt before one year. Answer is so simple because I practice this deed before result every year. .

So where was I! OH yeah I was talking about apology and they gladly did this. . After doing all this I was quite satisfied that now my result will be good and far good than my expectation and after this moment I was in the position that I can bear the pain of waiting of result . . . but destiny wants something else . . My result was to be announced on 26 august but due to some disaster in Pakistan the result was to be postponed and still unannounced. .. . LIKE me thousands of students did the same. . . But of no use. . GOD wants us to do more. . More and more. . So I am still doing the same and will keep on doing until the result announced. .. .

This was all fiction. Resemblance to any story is truly an incident. .

In the END my result has been announced and I am clearly passed. .

Zardari's Katrina BY FATIMA BHUTTO

Mon, 30 Aug 2010 09:46:00 +0100

Why is Pakistan’s president junketing while his people drown?

View a slideshow of Pakistan's great flood.

This week, Pakistan's president, Asif Ali Zardari, boarded a private Gulfstream Jet along with his family and his hundreds-large entourage to visit the European countries included on the president's grand tour. Yesterday, Zardari -- who was married to my aunt, the late Benazir Bhutto, before her 2007 murder -- landed in London. As soon as the plane touched down, the president and his Very Important coterie were chauffeured in a dozen luxury vehicles to a five-star hotel where the president will be staying in a £7,000 ($11,160) per night Royal Suite.

His welcome, however, was less than royal. On the drive to the hotel, protesters held placards reading "Zardari King of Thieves," "Zardari 100% Pure Corruption," and "GO Zardari GO." While Zardari was schmoozing with his cronies in luxe London hotels, Pakistan was reeling from the deadliest floods to hit the country in 80 years. In short, it looks like Zardari's Katrina.

More than 3 million people in the northwestern region of Pakistan have now been affected by the floods. Parts of the north are facing terminal food shortages even as they are inaccessible to relief workers. The U.N. World Food Program says that 1.8 million will urgently need something to eat in coming weeks. The death toll has risen steadily in recent days to more than 1,400 people. About another million have lost their homes.

The news is also unlikely to get any better: Officials now say that the waters are expected to hit Punjab and Sindh provinces, Pakistan's food-producing regions. New flood warnings are still being issued, and the country is bracing for further monsoon downpours.

Zardari takes a lot of overseas trips -- so many that one local TV pundit estimated somewhat anecdotally last year that Richard Holbrooke, U.S. President Barack Obama's special envoy to the "AfPak" region, had spent more time in Pakistan than Zardari had recently. But the timing of this particular visit has angered not only his subjects but also his hosts. Two prominent Asian Britons refused to meet the visiting head of state. Khalid Mahmood, a member of parliament, vigorously condemned Zardari's decision to visit London. "A lot of people are dying," he told the press. "He should be [in Pakistan] to try to support the people, not swanning around in the UK and France." Lord Ahmed, a labor MP, continued that Zardari had a responsibility to be "looking after people, not [be] over here."

Yet the protests seem to have fallen on deaf ears -- which really shouldn't surprise anyone who has watched the Zardari government in action. The floods are just the latest, most tragic example of how inept the Pakistani state truly is. The inundation was predictable; Pakistan suffers monsoon rains every year at exactly the same time. But in a country -- and with a president -- so endemically corrupt, dealing with the entirely preventable, whether terrorism or natural disasters, has become impossible. There is simply no will, and more importantly no money, to spend on the Pakistani people. The country's coffers are constantly being diverted to more pressing programs -- or pockets, for that matter. Before he came to office, Zardari was facing corruption charges in Switzerland, Spain, and Britain. (As president, he withdrew Pakistan's cooperation with the latter two countries' courts; his presidential immunity prevented a Swiss case from re-opening.And thus the tragedy unfolds: There are no emergency evacuation plans for natural disasters, nor is there money for institutions that could help victims of such crises. What there is money for -- almost $600,000 -- are such programs as the Martyr Benazir Bhutto Income Support Scheme, a cult of personality initiative named after the president's late wife. Those who sign up receives meager cash handouts and find themselves on the president's ruling party's election rolls -- which themselves received more government funds than two whole federal departments of Pakistan put together.

Meanwhile, if rumors in the Pakistani press are right, Zardari's European tour is even more cynical than it already seems. The trip is meant to kickstart the president's young son's political career. That launch has to take place overseas to avoid the inevitably hostile reactions such a dynastic coronation would draw back in Pakistan. Speculation has it that Zardari's son Bilawal, a recent college graduate who is already co-chairman along with Zardari of their political party, will proclaim himself the future leader of Pakistan to a select audience in Birmingham on August 7.

Pakistan's The News newspaper summed up popular sentiment in a laundry list of questions posed to the country's High Commission in London. "Who is paying for the buses and coaches being booked to bring people to the Birmingham rally?" the paper asks. "Why will the president not cancel his visit?" And the most crucial question: Shouldn't the money for the trip be better spent on the flood victims? In response, the Pakistani High Commission issued a one-line blanket response: "This is an official visit and procedures for official visits are being followed."

Pakistan can ill afford a president who prioritizes his personal political future over the lives of millions of his citizens. We have always known in Pakistan that the rest of the world's attention comes at a tremendously high cost. Yet we seem to keep paying.

I've Learned

Sun, 29 Aug 2010 09:02:18 +0100

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Pakistan Cricket in a New Crisis... {as of Saturday 28, 2010}

Sun, 29 Aug 2010 01:57:21 +0100

The fourth Test between England and Pakistan at Lord's is at the centre of a police investigation into spot-fixing, after a 35-year-old man was arrested after allegedly being caught offering to bribe Pakistan's bowlers to bowl no-balls on demand.

According to a report in The News of the World, Mazher Majeed accepted £150,000 to arrange a fix involving Pakistan's new-ball bowlers, Mohammad Amir and Mohammad Asif, whom he allegedly asked to bowl no-balls at specific moments of the match. The paper also alleges that the team captain, Salman Butt, and the wicketkeeper, Kamran Akmal, are involved, along with three other unnamed cricketers.

Players named were questioned and were quizzed about sums of money found in the rooms, though it is thought that those were made up of the daily allowances players are given while on tour. The man arrested is believed to have contacts with the team though until now it was assumed he was acting as an agent for players, helping them secure sponsorship and kit contracts.

Officials from the ICC's Anti-Corruption Unit are currently flying in from Dubai, and in a statement, the ICC confirmed that the allegations were being taken seriously.

"The International Cricket Council, the England & Wales Cricket Board and the Pakistan Cricket Board have been informed by the Metropolitan Police that a 35-year-old man has been arrested on suspicion of conspiracy to defraud bookmakers," read the statement.

"The Metropolitan Police have informed the ICC, ECB and PCB that their investigations continue and ICC, ECB and PCB, with the involvement of the ICC Anti-Corruption and Security Unit, are fully assisting those enquiries. No players nor team officials have been arrested in relation to this incident and the fourth npower Test match will continue as scheduled on Sunday. As this is now subject to a police investigation neither ICC, ECB, PCB, nor the ground authority, the MCC, will make any further comment."

A Scotland Yard spokeman added: "Following information received from the News of the World we have today [Saturday, August 28] arrested a 35-year old man on suspicion of conspiracy to defraud bookmakers."

In a video secretly recorded during the NOTW investigation, a man alleged to be Mazher is clearly heard predicting that Amir would bowl the first over of the England innings, and that he would deliver a no-ball from the first ball of the third over - which as Cricinfo's ball-by-ball commentary noted: "was an enormous no-ball, good half a metre over the line." The man also appeared to correctly predict a no-ball from the sixth ball of the tenth over, bowled this time by Asif.

Pakistan's team manager Yawar Saeed confirmed that the allegations were being investigated, with police turning up at the team hotel in Swiss Cottage at 7.30pm, shortly after the close of an eventful third day of the Lord's Test, in which Pakistan were left on the brink of defeat after losing 14 wickets in the day.

According to Sky News reporters outside the team hotel, police officers were seen leaving the building with two bags at around 11pm, while an unidentified man in a Pakistan training top was understood to have been taken away in an unmarked police car from the back of the building, although the team manager denied that any arrests had been made within the squad.

Even allowing for their disastrous on-field performance, Pakistan left Lord's with unusual haste after the third day's play, with the team bus departing barely 20 minutes after the close of play, before any member of the squad had taken part in the mandatory post-match press conference

The whole of a problem is that We, as a Pakistani dont care of what happiness could have been brought by winning even a Single game. Instead we are interested in Money, no matter what injuries it causes to the Name and Fame of our Nationals...

Truely a shameful event for PCB and the alleged players...

Religious leaders speak out against International Burn a Quran Day

Tue, 24 Aug 2010 18:25:43 +0100

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Rang-de .. The Color of Happiness

Mon, 23 Aug 2010 05:02:00 +0100

THE INDIAN LANDSCAPE has been largely altered by the large-scale modernization brought out by the profit enterprises. What many people see as symbols of the post independence development, in reality are nothing more than fancy shows and urban mess. Structures have been erected and they for sure kiss the sky, blocking every single ray of sunlight. Roads have been crippled and left suffocating by thousands of vehicles that roll every day. Industrial plants have been installed, which have disturbed and disrupted the whole ecology. One can find these misfortunes in most of the cities of India. To discuss all these adversities will, in fact, require a good chunk of time. However, there are certain issues and problems, which needs to be addressed without losing any time.

Soon after the independence, large-scale deployment of man and machinery took place, to tap off the essential resources and profits for the country. To extract resources and push the economy over vertical scales government decided to develop the sites that were laid down with the treasure hunts. Various governments offered special packages and assistance, which ultimately resulted in the creation of urbanized industrial belts. Private hands, for they never hesitated to come forth, took advantage of the opportunities and put more in their coffers than the colonialists would have had. This is one explanation that describes the popular scene wherein a small entrepreneur ends up making an empire and a poor worker remains at the same level and at all stages of the so-called development.

The state admires and appreciates the growth of the entrepreneur, but fails to sympathize with the poor worker. Because of the lopsided policies and lopsided stand of the government, the workers never come out of their poverty and out of their miserable lives. Visit any industrial belt in the metropolitan cities of India and you will find the story repeated time and again.

In the beginning of this discourse, we presented several problems that urban India faces today. Some of these are so grave that they can neither be ignored nor overlooked. Consider the status and living standards of slums of India. The slums of India are so poor, in every sense of this term, that sometimes we don’t consider them as human settlements. They are looked upon as cattle or any other lower form of life. Except their own segments no class in the society comes forward for their rescue. There are institutional aides, particularly social activists, but then their help and assistance is strictly restricted. Estimates reveal that 10-15 per cent population in the capital city is slum dwellers. Now that accounts for a huge number of people and if we go by the current state of progress it will take more than 30 years to do them any good. Sixty years of independence and 30 more, just imagine, a century of struggle and fighting.

Circumstances, as we see, cannot be that bad. What good is the government for, which cannot give a standard human life, a better life to its citizens, citizens who are treated like animals? And why is it that we rely entirely on the state? We have 90 per cent population living outside this deplorable realm. Even if 50 per cent decide to solve the problem it won’t take that long. Would it?

Take a brief ride of the history and you will find that the great buildings that stand high in the cities were either built by the erstwhile emperors or contemporary business tycoons. These magnificent buildings, old and new, macadam roads, great galleries and market places have often been a temptation hard to resist by the rural folk. People from rural areas migrate to cities and settle around the work places, which in most cases constitute factory or an industrial plant vicinity. They cannot afford a living place or their own accommodation in the city. So they end up putting small sheds near the places of their work. As the population grows, there is an equal increment in the problems due to dearth of place and limited commodities. But nothing stops them from mass multiplying and soon you come to see a ghetto, where people live a sub standard life. The state, not often, provides them with facilities like electricity and water - nothing more and nothing less. Time goes on and the structure, slum, gets established. The latest complaints of encroachment are those made by the rural poor against the Special Economic Zones (SEZs).

Slum population in India, according to 2001 census, stood as high as 40,297,341. This 40 million population accounts for about 4 percent of the total Indian population. The figures are even momentous for Indian cities. About 22 percent of the slums dwell in the cities. We can interpret the same as: about one quarter of the population in the cities constitutes that of slums. Amongst the states, Maharashtra leads with a slum population of 10,644,605 persons. Andhra Pradesh follows Maharashtra and Uttar Pradesh is the third in the rank. Goa comes the last in the list. The great city of Mumbai has a good 49 percent population living in slums.

All these figures are horrendous, if only one realizes the evil forces that are at play in these ghettos. To liberate them needs more than any government aid. One has to change the entire perception of the people, of all those who live in these ghettos and bourgeoisie class who live beyond. The upper class and elite consider them as viruses that plague the society. Now that attitude needs to be changed first. These poor people need a place in the society more than a dwelling place. The upper segments of the society should empathize with these poor people as all of us are of the same kind. They need guidance more than they need any money or aid. They need awareness that only masses can bring out. They need attention and that is indeed something we can pay and something we should pay.

Thats what Rang-de has been doing since some time now . Its upto us now n we have to do what we can do to really make life equal for every life that exists on earth . Lets all join together and make this world a really beautiful place to live in.

"Heal The World N Make It A Better Place For You n For Me n The Entire Human Race"

Thanks for Rang-de ..... Hats Off Guys .........

We are all there to make the tree grow ..
Making a great difference through Micro-Finance System..
Do check this out guys http://www.rangde.org

Waiting for You :-)

Sat, 21 Aug 2010 16:14:00 +0100

How is it that I can feel you so deeply in Me
Even after You were Gone
Sometimes I feel so close to You
But You're so very far away.

If I can't touch You,
I hope I can at least touch Your heart.
For You have touched my heart
in a very special way.

It seems that fate brought us together.
I was so alone until I found You.
Now, whenever I think of You,
I can't help but smile.

During the day
my thoughts often turn to You.
Our daily conversations
Are the highlight of my day.
I long for the day
when I can touch You, hold You,
feel Your warm embrace.

I want to see Your lovely smile
just before the sweetness.
I want to walk with You along the beach,
In all places that ever exist.

I want to treat You the way
You should be treated.
With all the respect, affection, and tenderness You deserve.
I am patiently waiting for You.
Because I know in my heart..
''You are more than worth the wait''.
I really 'am waiting for You to hop into my arms one more time
And this time, I Swear On God..
Am Never Gonna Let You Go ... :-)

To My Most Wonderful Lav !!

Sat, 21 Aug 2010 12:23:00 +0100

I sit here on this cold night
There's one bright star in the sky that i see
I wish I could find Happiness
But all I could do is Cry

There are memories of You in my head

There’s loneliness in my heart
I wish my life wasn't so hard
And that we weren't so far apart

You in Heaven n I in Hell

I miss that fire in your eyes
I miss the way you smile
You took away that empty feeling
and made every thing worth.

I know you touched my heart

With a Love that can never be replaced

You cared for me like no one else did

You Promised never to let me go

But you did go away to the Gods above me

I love you so much
with all my heart and it still hurts so much

To even think that You can never belong with me Anymore.

Though We are You n I now

Nothing can still separate You being in me

And Me being in You

Miss you my Heart ...

UAE to ban BlackBerry services, Saudi follows suit!

Tue, 03 Aug 2010 08:35:55 +0100

DUBAI, United Arab Emirates – The United Arab Emirates outlined plans Sunday to block BlackBerry e-mail, messaging and Web browsing services in a crackdown that could jeopardize efforts to establish the country as an international business hub.

The government cited a potential security threat because encrypted data sent on the devices is moved abroad, where it cannot be monitored for illegal activity. But the decision — quickly followed by a similar move in Saudi Arabia — raises questions about whether the conservative Gulf nations are trying to further control content they deem politically or morally objectionable.

BlackBerry phones have a strong following in the region, not only among foreign professionals in commercial centers such as Dubai and Abu Dhabi, but also among youth who see their relatively secure communication channels as a way to avoid unwanted government attention.

"The authorities have used a variety of arguments, like it can be used by terrorists" to justify the crackdown, said Christopher Davidson, a professor at the University of Durham in Britain, who has written extensively about the region. "Yes that's true, but it can also be used by civil society campaigners and activists."

The UAE's decision will prevent hundreds of thousands of BlackBerry users from accessing e-mail and the Web on their handsets starting in October. It's unclear whether the ban will extend to foreign visitors with roaming services, including the roughly 100,000 passengers who pass through the region's busiest airport in Dubai each day.

The ban risks further damaging the UAE's reputation as a relatively easy place to do business.

Dubai, one of seven hereditary sheikdoms in the federation, in particular has sought to turn itself into a global finance, trade and tourism hub. But its reputation has been tarnished by a credit crisis that has left the emirate more than $100 billion in debt.

Residents say the BlackBerry crackdown will only do more harm, making foreign businesses think twice before setting up shop in the country.

"They'll think now they've banned the BlackBerry, maybe next time it'll be the Internet," said Shakir Mahmood, a Dubai-based debt collector and BlackBerry user originally from Iraq.

This isn't the first time BlackBerry and Emirati officials have had run-ins over security and the popular handsets, a fixture in professionals' pockets and purses the world over.

Last year, BlackBerry maker Research in Motion Ltd. criticized a directive by the UAE state-owned mobile operator Etisalat telling the company's BlackBerry users to install software described as an "upgrade" required for "service enhancements."

RIM said tests showed it was in fact spy software that could allow outsiders to access private information stored on the phones. It strongly distanced itself from Etisalat's decision and told users how to remove the software.

Within hours of Sunday's UAE decision to block BlackBerry services, a telecommunications official in neighboring Saudi Arabia said the desert kingdom would do the same, starting later this month. The Saudi official, who spoke on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to talk to the media, said the country's telecommunications regulator would issue a statement soon.

Ali Mohammed of Saudi Telecom, however, said the company had "not received any instructions about BlackBerry from the ministry."

Government censors in both Saudi Arabia and the UAE routinely block access to websites and other media deemed to carry content that runs contrary to the nations' conservative Islamic values or that could stoke political unrest.

Regulators in the UAE say BlackBerry devices operate outside a set of national security and safety laws enacted in 2007, the year after the BlackBerry debuted in the UAE. They say they are concerned some BlackBerry services "allow users to act without any legal accountability, causing judicial, social and national security concerns."

The government said it is singling out the BlackBerry, and not other smart phones such as Apple Inc.'s iPhone and Nokia Corp. handsets, because the Blackberry is the only one that automatically sends users' data to servers overseas.

Unlike other smart phones, BlackBerry devices use a system that updates a user's inbox by sending encrypted messages through company servers abroad, including RIM's home country of Canada.

Users like the system because it is seen as more secure, but it also makes BlackBerry messages far harder to monitor than ones sent through domestic servers that authorities can more easily tap into, analysts say.

"This is the irony, that it's the device with the highest security features. These same security features that corporations like have become an issue of national security for the government," said Simon Simonian, an analyst at Dubai-based investment bank Shuaa Capital. "The UAE doesn't want to take any chances and they want to monitor what is going on in the country."

The dispute highlights an ongoing tug-of-war between autocratic governments determined to control what information citizens consume online and share with others, and technology providers whose loyalties lie with their customers and shareholders.

Similar tensions erupted earlier this year between China and Google Inc. after the Internet company said it would stop censoring its search results in the country. After China warned it might not renew its license, Google agreed to obey local laws and stop automatically switching mainland users to its unfiltered Hong Kong site.

Emirati authorities are eager to portray an image of a safe and stable society free from the extremism found elsewhere in the region. They have taken steps to crack down on terror financing and efforts by neighboring Iran to sidestep international sanctions over its nuclear program.

Davidson cited alarm in the UAE and other Gulf nations over the role online organization played in helping to drive anti-government protests in Iran during the 2009 elections as a factor in their moves to tighten Internet controls.

Emirati regulators said in a statement they sought to reach a compromise with RIM on their concerns, but failed to come to an agreement.

"With no solution available and in the public interest ... BlackBerry Messenger, BlackBerry E-mail and BlackBerry Web-browsing services will be suspended until an acceptable solution can be developed and applied," said the director-general of the Telecommunications Regulatory Authority, Mohamed al-Ghanim.

"BlackBerry appears to be compliant in similar regulatory environments of other countries, which makes noncompliance in the UAE both disappointing and of great concern," he added in a statement carried on state news agency WAM.

A spokeswoman for RIM said the Canadian company had no immediate comment.

Other countries, including India and the Gulf state of Bahrain, have also raised concerns about BlackBerry messaging features, but have not blocked them outright.

RIM said in a statement last week it "respects both the regulatory requirements of government and the security and privacy needs of corporations and consumers."

The company declined to disclose details of talks it has had with regulators in the more than 175 countries where it operates, but defended its phones' security features as "widely accepted" by customers and governments.

Etisalat and Du, the UAE's two state-run telephone companies, said they are working on alternative services for their BlackBerry customers.

RIM does not disclose the number of BlackBerry users in the UAE. However, analyst Simonian estimated there are "hundreds of thousands" of BlackBerry users in the country.

None contacted by The Associated Press on Sunday said they supported the pending ban.

"I find it irritating, actually. It's a service everyone is using, and all of a sudden, they're just going to disconnect it?" said a 30-year-old manager at a Dubai mall who would give only his first name, Khalid, because he did not want to attract attention from the authorities.

Maa ..... You are the Best

Sat, 31 Jul 2010 10:00:00 +0100

I woke up in the middle of the Night feeling Insecure
Darkness around me all of a sudden
I couldn't feel the fresh Air around me
I couldn't see the whirling fan or the Dim table -lamp
All i could ever see was Darkness ..

I couldn't think about things that usually occupy me
I couldn't text my friends or even talk to them
I couldn't continue reading my favorite book
The Music that i usually listen to seemed mute
The awesome football game between my favorite teams seemed blank
But There was a definite calmness around me

I felt like i was floating on some water body
Whenever i felt Hungry it seemed like the food reached down to me
To satisfy my Hunger ...
It seemed like someone was holding me onto them
I could feel them Moving carefully .... Cos i was holding onto them
I could feel their happiness whenever i moved
I didn't really Know Who i really was ......... Everything seemed to forget ...
It all seemed like a miracle n there was Peace all around me ..

There was a sudden Cry of Pain
I was yearning to tell her that I never wanted to hurt her this way
I really wanted to Cry out my Promise to her that i'll never give her any more pain in life
I could feel myself moving
I could feel the water body that was holding me getting completely drained off
I could see myself moving slowly towards Bright Light
I could sense somebody Pushing me out
I could see HER hold on me withdrawing itself
I couldn't open my eyes or feel anything for a moment or so
I felt someone slapping me hard

I suddenly came back to my senses n realised who i really was
I cried out My promise to my Mom that i will never ever Hurt her again in life
I could see her physical pains draining off as soon as i cried my promise out to her
She laid me close to her ... on her Heart filled with Love
I could feel her kissing all over me ...
Well really wished to die on her lap cos i wanted her to be my start n end ....

Maa ....... Thanks for bearing me amidst all your Physical n mental pains ......
I promise to be yours forever ..... Never will i leave u maa .......

I Belong With You

Sat, 31 Jul 2010 09:02:00 +0100

I wana hold Your Hands and walk miles together
I wana hold you in my Heart for Eternities together
Never wana miss You even if its for a While
You know why my life is so beautiful
Cos You come in right away n Fill it with Love,Love n lots of Love...

Hug me harder for my worries to die
Hold me up for my tears to dry
Love me girl, For my loneliness to fly away ..
Your Pains are Mine
Your Sorrows n Tears are Mine

I'am really Selfish when it comes to Loving You
I'am really Happy that this World calls it "Possessiveness"

I can feel u deep within me every little second
No God's can ever explain this feeling between us
Is this what we call Love ...............?
Well ... It is something more than Love
Something more than even the God can define
It is something more than Love,God or Humanity.
It can only exist between u n me ..
Cos You are bing Yourself n am being Myself n
We are being Ourselves together.
I keep myself awake every night just to Watch u Sleep
I empty my thoughts just to listen to You
I keep myself blank for You to fill me up ..
I keep myself awake just to look into Your Most beautiful eyes n say
"I Love You"
My mornings Miss You
My Evenings Seeks You
Where were You all these days ........................ ?

A Lifetime is never gonna be Enough to Love You
Lots of Unsaid Love still remains deep into my Heart
Take me with You

I belong with You..... Now n Forever ........

My Sweetest Dream n a Beautiful Nightmare

Sat, 31 Jul 2010 05:25:00 +0100

I saw my Angel the Moment I met Her
Her Beauty so Enchanting,Refined, Eloquent, Pure n Divine
Her eyes so Hypnotizing
Her face so Refreshing
Her Perfume still smells on Me
Her Beautiful Dark Hair, Darker than the Darkest of Nights
Her Skin so soft, Delicate n Bright
Her Figure, So feminine, Pleasing n Delightful
Her beautiful Shyness that always belonged to me
Well ... She was truly Beautiful n Delicate

We Spoke, Shared, Cared, Laughed n Cried in our own World
Her Mind, So Profound, An Articulation of speech so Rare
A friend in Joy
A Comfort when i was in tears
My Worst Enemy at Fights ( Love)
Well .. My Lav was all i can ever ask for.

Time was too short, An Eternity desired
A Love Lost
Memories Gained
A Dream Entrenched, Oh how sweet She was ... Even in my Dreams
She's the Dream of Dreams
The Thought of her Startles my Deep Sleep
I awake only to see that am all Alone again n Forever
Without Realising that she's Gone forever
Gone with the Wind
To make Life Beautiful for Gods
Where are You my Lav ....................... ?
Beneath the sands of time ............?
Inside the Womb of Mother Earth .?

Our Story once Lived
A Dream once Believed
Wishing for a last Kiss, One last Word, One last Hug n One last Love...
All Unsaid Love is still yearning to be Yours
Waiting to be in Your Arms- As Your Beautiful Love...
We were the Most Beautiful Love on Earth
Cos We Only Belonged To You n Me ...

Rest In Peace Lavina
I will keep Loving You Forever
With the Pain of Missing You in My Heart
Our Beautiful Memories bringing Smiles n Tears Together
Love You So Much My Lav ............................................
I will forever remain Yours .......

Rest In Peace

Around the corner I have a friend..

Mon, 26 Jul 2010 18:43:14 +0100

Around the corner I have a friend
In this great city that has no end.

Yet the days go by and weeks rush on
And before i know it, a year is gone.

And i never see my old friend’s face
For life is a swift and terrible race.

He knows i like him just as well
As in the days when i rang his bell.

And he rang mine but we’re younger then
And now we’re busy tired men.

Tired of playing fulish game
Tired of trying to make a name.

Tommorow i say i’ll call on him
Just to show that i m thinking of him.

But tommorow comes and tommorow goes
And distance between us grows and grows.

Around the corner yet miles away
Here is a telegram he is died today

And that is what we get and deserve in the end
Around the corner a vanished friend.

My Broken Heart ..

Sat, 24 Jul 2010 04:31:00 +0100

A Broken Heart is what i feel
It leads to flowing tears
The sorrow from this Loneliness
Gives way to deeper fears ..
I'am hurt from inside
After i lost you to the Gods
I'am asking to myself
How could this end so suddenly ............... ?
I felt like i could Die ..

It wasn't very Long ago
That You n Me Embraced each other
It feels like only yesterday
And my soul's displaced now
I'am trying to find a peaceful thought
Where we and our Love were so strong
But in the Absence of You
I'am Literally dying every second to be with You.

For all the times we've Kissed
For all the times we've Laughed
For all the times we've Hugged
For all the times we've Loved
For all the times we've cried
For all the times we've lived beautifully
Your touch is what I've missed ..
I hope there comes a day
When our truest Love will re-unite in the Heaven
That day I'll wipe away my Lonely tears
Those tears that'd been wetting my pillows every night
Waiting to come back to You
To re-unite with the Love of my Life ..... You ........
Our Love is truely Unbreakable ........

Reaching for the Love that seems an Eternity Away

Sat, 24 Jul 2010 02:59:00 +0100

This can never be a Good-Bye
Even as i watch You leave this Physical World of Ours
Flowers being thrown all the way till Your Grave
My heart's full of thorns just cos i couldn't be with You Now
I really Hope you REST IN PEACE
This world can never forget You and Our Love ...

I really hope You don't see my tears of pain
But
I wish You were here to heal my heart just once more
Whenever i close my eyes, there's an Image of Your Face
I cry my heart out
Realizing that You can never be replaced in my Heart
I keep telling myself that You are my Heart-beat forever
And
When that becomes wrong, I'll be there with You
Proving my Love for You once again
By being with You forever....
Miss you my Love
In my heart
In my Beat
In my Smile
In my Happiness and In in Body n Soul .......

Hey My Love

I've been feeling terribly Lonely

Since the day You were Gone

Why did You have to leave me .......... ?

You were the Only One in my Heart

And

Your memories will Live on Forever and Ever

Walks down our beautiful city

Where our Love was Young and Free

Looks empty without You and Our Love

I would give my Life Away

If i ever have the chance of starting it all over again

With You My Love

I can never stop the voice Inside of Me

Thats been calling out Your name every Moment

Hey Girl, I would die this very moment only to be

Reborn and keep loving You the way i do

In all my Bloody Births to come

Miss You My Love .....

I say a lot a prayers for You to come back to me

From Your Grave ...

I really hope my dreams will take me to You

Where the skies are blue and the leaves are green

To see You once again

Over the sea's from Earth to Heaven

To find the place We Loved the Most

I'am just holding onto You a bit Longer

Reaching for the Love that seems an eternity away

Only to be yours all over again

Miss You My Love ...

I Cry

Tue, 13 Jul 2010 05:20:00 +0100

You said Good-bye
I broke into pieces
Fell into the burning flame of Loneliness
Fell from the Height of our Love
You told me that you were going to Heaven
Without even realizing
My Heaven would be a Hell without You
If you could see me now
You will see how
I fail to even survive the "Tomorrows of my life"
Without You.
Need you so madly Baby
I Miss you so much more than the words can ever mean..

I cry Silent Tears
I cry inside of Me
I cry cos i Miss my Heart thats in You
I cry Hopelessly
Cos I know that
I can never breathe your Love again
My mind always wonders
Why did i ever let things slip away ......?
I just can't stand another day without you Baby
This feeling without you is hurting me so badly
Please come back to me n let me be yours again .

I know i can't wake up for tomorrow without you near me
I come by your Grave n spend time with you everyday
I cry out loud hoping that You would come out of it
to wipe my tears n heal my Heart just once more
Baby .. When i promised I will always be with you n
Never part from you even in Death ...
Y did i let you go ???????
I miss you baby ... With tears in my eyes n My Broken Heart Bleeding you love every moment.
Pleaseeeeee come back me ...
I'll never let u go this time ... I Swear ....
I wanna be yours forever ... even in Death.
I'am Crying forever
Cos I Know I can never breathe your Love Again.

Women

Sun, 11 Jul 2010 05:39:00 +0100

Things have changed forever
Time has stood still
No longer am'i the little girl that i used to be
The memories will remain close in my Heart, But the Innocence is gone forever
Through time, marriage, children, So much knowledge about life has been gained
And yet so many questions still remain Unanswered
Will the answers ever unfold ....................?
Attitude and thoughts are now conceived so differently
Who are the real friends and who are the real enemies ....... ?
Who and what are the real Priorities ......?
Will i still lose myself in trying to do things for everyone else ................?

I think not ..
The most valuable lesson life has taught me
My soul needs nourishing too
But which path should i take to do so ....? Only i can decide that.
The impact might be great but i will stay strong till the end
I now carry myself in a different way
Some say for good n others say for worse
As long as i remember the wounds of the past n things that have come out of it
I will be the only one who can things about me ..
Its my life n i live it my way.
Emotions are so high, and so low, and in between
I run fast n chase them all day long
Never really knowing which one s going to be mine
At this point n time of my life, I have been put to a Stern test
But i really know i can give it my best shot
There are thoughts that i still hold on to
There are angels still guiding me through the right path as ever
I do know that there will always be a CALM after a STORM
which my life is now
I do know that Tomorrow will b a new day for me .... With a new sunrise
And each person that has true passion n Unconditional love for me
Will stand by me n hold me whenever i fall.

Though wounded by things that have happened in my till now
I know i still have my saving Grace
I shall be aware, and full prepared to face the years ahead of me
They will bring more change
Is that not what time is after-all supposed to do ???
Heal my heart once again
But i know i can survive even if the little girl in me had disappeared
I can still reflect back on the Wonderful memories i had
After all if it had not been for her, I could never be the Woman that i'am now
Even though her memories will always haunt me.

Now is the time to say Good-bye to the Innocence of my Child-hood
And really concentrate and savor the Innocence of my Woman-hood.
Woman-hood is always a pride n Be proud to be a Woman.

An Extract From My Mail ..

Come Back To Me ....Please ..........

Sat, 10 Jul 2010 14:49:00 +0100

Whenever I wanna smile
There's always a drop of tear reminding You
Reminding the fact that You're Gone
Gone with the Wind .. Too Far
Out of my reach.
Does those tears tell u something ...........?
Something that i've been yearning to tell u
   To tell you that my heart is missing a beat every little moment without You
   To tell you that You'e my Happiness n i miss my smile ever since you were gone
   To tell you that i always Love being yours n only yours
   To tell you that i love it " when u were mine"
   To tell you that I'll keep loving you till my soul stops breathing.

Every-time the clock ticks
My mind starts thinking about you
It really pains so much to even think you're gone
So much that my brain keeps telling me that "I MISS HER"
Whenever i see happy couples together
I cry out Happy tears cos i see " us in them "
Its always such a pride to even think that You're mine
I wanna thank you for being "mine in me" ....

You defined my love n let me define yours
Together we defined True Love
Something that is rare n pure
Something that belonged only to us
Whenever i think about you sitting alone with the angels in the heaven above me
My eyes cry out bloody tears
My heart misses a beat every second
Wish i could be there with you ...
Let the Angels in the Heaven wait for a moment
Let the moment turn into an Eternity
Waiting for you to come back to me
Be mine forever .. heal my heart one more
Touch me n let my pain disappear
Look deep into me n keep pumping your love into me
Yearning to hold you in my arms n tell you how much you mean to me ..
Waiting for our lips to hide into each others

The Gods don't deserve you up there in the heaven
Its me who needs u so madly n badly
Wanna be yours for eternities together
Waiting for you to come back to me
My eyes are wet
My words stammer
My walk is crippled
My heart is broken
Make me yours one again n never let me go
Love you so much baby ....... more than words can ever mean.

Will you come back to me ......???????
Will you be mine forever ........???????
Waiting for you ........With Broken Heart n Teary Eyes.

Motherhood

Sat, 10 Jul 2010 06:55:00 +0100

I was crying tears of Pain
   As i pushed you into the world
   As i pushed you from the darkness of my womb to the bright world outside me.
I'am now crying tears of Relief to see u born alive when i was reborn as your Mother
I'am crying the tears of Love to see you smile when i held you for the first time
I'am now crying the tears of Arrogance and Pride as i keep looking at your divinely beautiful face
I'am now crying the tears of Happiness as you nurse my breasts for the first time
I'am now crying the tears of Satisfaction as you were able to finally locate my tender feminism
   and suck them hard for your feed.
The way your tiny fingers fondle my body
The way your soft lips suck my feminism
The way you look at me after a satisfied meal
   Only a Mother like me can feel the Heaven on Earth

I felt so much pleasure when you used to crawl inside my womb and i feel the same pleasure
  as you crawl into me every time you fall asleep.
Every time i take you for a bath, Your cute Naughtiness wet me fully
I pray God that the warm water shouldn't hurt my little one
Every time i take you in my arms, Your beautiful smiles and little whispers tell me that you
   love being in my arms as my little one
Every time i feed you, The way you take on me
   Hmmm ... You bring out the beautiful Mother in me
Every time i hold your hands, You seem to tell me
"Hey mummy i'll never let this hold leave me, I'll be yours forever"
Every time i kiss your white paws, I feel your purity n the softness in you
Your soft touches
Deep hard bites
Beautiful kicks
Marks left by your tiny nails
Every little thing that you do to me make me the proudest Mother that i'am today.

Your teary eyes when I cry and Your Big smile when i smile tells me that
   " You'll always be there for me, No matter what happens".
I feel so pure when i touch your tender parts n change diapers for you day n night
I forget my pain when i see your faintest smile
Your eager eyes searching for me when your hungry. Though I love it
   i would never let hunger strike you even if its for a second
I would laugh at my stupidity when i go for shopping and imagine you in every cute dress that i see
   forgetting that you are still a day's old baby
The toys that am going to buy for you would fill this little world of ours
I used to admire nature before you were born but now .. It seems so dull n unattractive.
  You are the most beautiful thing i will ever see in my life
I've heard Angels make life beautiful for people on earth n started experiencing is since the moment
   I was holding you in me.
I really hope You understand the Yearnings of this Crazy Mother of yours.
Love You Kiddie

Thank You for making me feel a Mother,

The Beautiful Motherhood

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 14:13:00 +0100

Her Legs part wide, Stretched
Pain ripped through her stomach
Her eyes half closed n her voice Dying out
It felt like She pushed herself out of her own body

She couldn't feel my head out
She felt something burning at the other end of her body
Darkness prevailed and her eyes closed
She could sense Me moving inside her

Time had no real meaning, It was an Eternity
Hands held tight n aching muscles pained her
Body pushing through body
A chord twisted and finally tore
A single wail of breathe
A new moment of glory
I was Born

Thanks maa ..... For giving me life n showing me what love is all about.
Take a bow maa ..... Your Motherhood stands out n I promise
I'll always be yr worthy Kiddie ... Love u maa ... so much .....

The Hope Of A Child In Orphanage

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 12:07:00 +0100

Each Night before I go to bed
I fold my hands and bow my head
Praying for the family thats gonna make me theirs
Waiting for the day SHE will come for me
I ask God to watch over my friends at the Orphanage
The place that i call my Temple
Wishing everyone of us finds families and relationships\
To share n care ..
I finish my prayers and get ready to sleep
With a hope that God would look at us soon
My prayers usually are my Dreams at nights
Hoping that she will be standing there for me
When i wake up to the brightness of her face

In a hope that one fine day , My name would be called
And i would jump off my bed and run towards the
Wonderful SHE i was waiting for ......
I would hug her.. shouting out " Oh mummy, oh mummy"
I've been waiting for U all these days..
And that she would reply " Yes my darling!
I've come to take u home"
I will love you, Protect you n cherish u till my end"
I will always be your love n care".

She would look at me with teary eyes n whisper deep into my ears
" I love u so much my baby" The words that ve been eluding me since
the moment i was born.
She held my hands gently n i held her with all my might
In the fear of being let alone again.
Hand in hand.. We walked together,
Deep emotions encircle me as I leave my temple
With my God.
I promised my friends that i would go n visit them every weekend
with my maa ..

Thus i found my life n let my mother find her happiness in me.
Love u maa ..

The Naughty She !!

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 11:37:00 +0100

Beyond watching eyes
With sweet and tender Kisses
Our Souls reached out
In Breathless Wonder

And when i awake
From a vast n a smiling peace
I found You bathed in the Morning Light
Quietly studying
All the messages on my phone.
I'll Love You now n Forever.

This Is Life !!!

Fri, 09 Jul 2010 10:58:00 +0100

One song can spark a moment.

One flower can wake the dream.

One tree can start a forest.

One bird can herald spring.

One smile begins a friendship.

One handclasp lifts a soul.

One star can guide a ship at sea.

One word can frame the goal.

One vote can change a nation.

One sunbeam lights a room.

One candle wipes out darkness.

One laugh will conquer gloom.

One step must start each journey.

One word must start a prayer.

One hope will raise our spirits.

One touch can show you care.

One voice can speak with wisdom.

One heart can know what is true.

One Life can make a difference.

The Beauty of Love

Mon, 24 May 2010 17:30:04 +0100

Love is beautiful. It is the mysterious force that binds people to those around them. It has infinitely many forms, and each of the forms never stays the same for long. Love is always evolving, and changing intensity. My own experience with love comes in many forms. I love many people, and many things, all in different ways. It can sometimes be ugly, but it is always beautiful.
I've had a fascination with love all my life. Ever since I was a young girl I fantasized about the romantic kind of love. I used to write stories about a woman that I some day hoped to be, and how she would find the perfect man for her, her soulmate, and fall in love with him. They would have the perfect relationship and never fight. I thought that was what love was supposed to be like, and why it was so special to people.
This idea threw me for a long time. When I first began dating, I was dead set on finding that perfect kind of love, and discarded any relationship that began to seem like it wouldn't live up. Finally, in looking at the relationships of others, I began to find that this form of love didn't exist. That didn't mean that love didn't exist, but the love I saw around me was a messier, more complicated version. And I couldn't find any two forms of love that were identical. Every loving relationship I saw had its own qualities and idiosyncrasies.
When I later began taking part in romantic relationships, I learned firsthand how imperfect love was. Still, it was exciting. Being in love is one of the most thrilling experiences a person can have. I was best friends with my first serious boyfriend for years before we started dating. It was amazing to me, and still is, how our love for each other could spontaneously evolve from friendship to romance almost overnight. It continued to grow and become stronger, and then became weaker towards the end of the relationship, but it was always love, and it was always beautiful. The ability to morph from one shape and substance to another is one of the most beautiful qualities of love. Even though the love I feel for my ex-boyfriend has changed drastically from what it used to be, what I feel for him is still love. I will forever be bound to him for being my first love, something that will never change.
When I first met my current boyfriend, we felt instinctively drawn to one another. I don't know if that's what people mean when they talk about "love at first sight," but there was definitely an immediate attraction. The second we started talking we had an instant connection, and found that we shared many of the same interests and values and ideas. That feeling that you get from meeting someone like that is an example of how beautiful and magical love can be. It is one of the most exciting things that you can experience.
It is so fascinating to me how you can go your whole life without knowing a person, and then when you meet them they just fit into your life and you can't imagine how you were ever without them. It is impossible to know where love comes from, or why, but it comes into your life and you make room for it. You are happy to accommodate it because of all the joy it brings you.
The love I experience now is very different from the kind that I anticipated as a child. Granted, I have not yet found my soul mate, if he does exist, but I still believe that that relationship will consist of the same conflicts and complications as all the others. That kind of love, though, real love, is much more beautiful because of its complications and uniqueness. It is something that exists and has never existed before, something that is constantly changing. Love is the purest example of how tied to each other we all are, as humans. We attract each other, we pursue each other; we become attached to and grow to crave each other's company.
Romantic love, as in all love, can certainly have an ugly side. I have never experienced a love that didn't come with its share of heartache. People forget how dependent they are on each other for happiness and aren't careful enough with each other's feelings. People who love each other are more capable of hurting each other than anyone. That power can be ugly, but power itself is beautiful. The fact that people have enough faith in another person, in the joys of love, that they allow themselves to be vulnerable to such pain, is a beautiful thing.
The purest form of love, unconditional love, is what I find the most beautiful. My parents love me unconditionally. It is so deep and unchanging, something that exists no matter what else happens in the world. My parents know me better, and longer than anyone else in the world. I probably know them better than most people too. There is something beautiful about that, about a connection that exists between people and will last forever.
Love can have varying levels of intensity. Possibly the most fragile type of love is that which I share with my friends. Friends are the quickest to lose sight of their love for each other, and because they have neither blood nor a declared commitment to each other, they feel the least tied to one another. This makes it difficult to get through the harder times during a friendship, and is one of the ways love can show its ugliness. My love for my sister, on the other hand, is a type of combination between the love of friendship and the unconditional love between me and my parents. It is certainly a complicated form. We hate each other sometimes; our love can turn ugly very fast, and change back just as quickly. We fall subject to that sense of insecurity that we won't always be there for one another, but at the same time know that nothing will ever prevent us from being sisters and caring about one another. I value the volatile love that I share with my sister, and the conditional love I receive from my friends, because they help me learn more about loving others and what it means to deserve the love that others give you.
Loving others is one of the best ways to become a better person. The love you feel arouses your curiosity and makes you interested in learning more about others, and as a result, the world we live in. When you love someone, you do everything you can to take care of them and try to make them happy, This often means sacrificing the things that make you happiest. Learning to be more giving and selfless is an incredibly beautiful thing.
I believe my obsession with music stems from my obsession with love. I write music myself, and I've noticed the songs that turn out much better than others are the ones about love. This can mean love of any kind, the love of other people, the love of life, love of nature, love of a hobby or interest. Love implies passion, and passion inspires beautiful music. When people care about things, they choose words and notes more shrewdly, and are able to create sounds that are entirely unique to that particular song.
As I love music, I also believe that the word "love" can apply to objects, places, and experiences. This form of love can serve as a sort of substitute for the love of others when one is all alone. Usually, however, I've noticed that my love of objects and abstracts tend to stem from my love of people. For example, I love the sound of the ocean, because it reminds me of being at the beach with my cousins. I love thunderstorms because it reminds me of crawling in bed with my parents, feeling absolutely safe despite the howling on the other side of the window. Our connections with people stem into all aspects of our lives, and make us feel loved even when we are not surrounded by those who care about us most.
Perhaps you might say that because I'm only eighteen years old, I couldn't possibly know that much about love. However, I think the wonderful thing about love is that it's something everyone can experience. As you get older, you certainly have more opportunities to love others and be loved. That doesn't mean that the love I feel, or that a five year old feels, is a no less accurate portrayal of what love is. It is whatever I feel it is, as well as whatever that five-year-old feel it is. Love, like beauty, is in the eye of the beholder.
I think the reason that love is such a beautiful thing is because it is a lot like beauty itself. It is that unspeakable connection to certain people or things for unexplainable reasons. It is very abstract, can be hard to describe, and is something that everyone defines differently and applies to many different types of things. It heightens our emotions and makes us feel truly alive. People will never lose their fascination with it, because it is inside us all to feel it, to share it, to let it fill our lives.

Simple vs Real

Sun, 11 Apr 2010 07:47:39 +0100

Simple vs Real

Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong...
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to.

A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life.

A real friend says, "What's new with you?"

A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent.

A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it."

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

Strange but True Facts

Fri, 09 Apr 2010 11:53:34 +0100

Hello Guys... here are some informative facts for u...

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The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows. It was the fashion in Renaissance Florence to shave them off...!!!

Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969!

In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes!

There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo!

Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution!

Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second!

The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card!

There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos!

There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants!

Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500!

The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad!

Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after eating!

Tourists visiting Iceland should know that tipping at a restaurant is considered an insult!

One car out of every 230 made was stolen last year!

The names of Popeye's four nephews are Pipeye, Peepeye, Pupeye, and Poopeye!

Until the nineteenth century, solid blocks of tea were used as money in Siberia!

The Nobel Peace Prize medal depicts three naked men with their hands on each other's shoulders!

When glass breaks, the cracks move faster than 3,000 miles per hour. To photograph the event, a camera must shoot at a millionth of a second!

A Boeing 747 airliner holds 57,285 gallons of fuel!

A car uses 1.6 ounces of gas idling for one minute. Half an ounce is used to start the average automobile!

A lightning bolt generates temperatures five times hotter than those found at the sun's surface!

A violin contains about 70 separate pieces of wood!

It is estimated that 4 million "junk" telephone calls, phone solicitations by persons or programmed machine are made every day in the United States!

It takes glass one million years to decompose, which means it never wears out and can be recycled an infinite amount of times!

Forest fires move faster uphill than downhill!

Almost half the newspapers in the world are published in the United States and Canada!

The two-foot long bird called a Kea that lives in New Zealand likes to eat the strips of rubber around car windows!

Most lipstick contains fish scales!

Skepticisms is the longest word that alternates hands when typing!

One ragweed plant can release as many as one billion grains of pollen!

It's illegal to drink beer out of a bucket while you're sitting on a curb in St. Louis!

The first product to have a bar code was Wrigleys gum!

No piece of square dry paper can be folded more than 7 times in half!

A group of geese on the ground is a gaggle, a group of geese in the air is a skein!

Over 2500 left handed people a year are killed from using products made for right handed people!

There are more than 10 million bricks in the Empire State Building!

If you counted 24 hours a day, it would take 31,688 years to reach one trillion!

Taphephobia is the fear of being buried alive!

A crocodile always grows new teeth to replace the old teeth!

The sun is 330,330 times larger than the earth!

Clinophobia is the fear of beds!

A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second!

Porcupines float in water!

Pinocchio is Italian for "pine eye"!

The sentence "The quick brown fox jumps over a lazy dog." uses every letter of the alphabet!

The average life span of a major league baseball is 5-7 pitches!

The Mint once considered producing doughnut-shaped coins!

The only 15 letter word that can be spelled without repeating a letter is "uncopyrightable"!

The longest recorded flight of a chicken is 13 seconds!

The sloth (a mammal) moves so slowly that green algae can grow undisturbed on its fur!

Cat urine glows under a black-light!

The world's termites outweigh the world's humans 10 to 1!

The electric chair was invented by a dentist!

Windmills always turn counter-clockwise. Except for the windmills in Ireland!

A hedgehog's heart beats 300 times a minute on average!

Camels have three eyelids to protect themselves from blowing sand!

The placement of a donkey's eyes in its head enables it to see all four feet at all times!

Human teeth are almost as hard as rocks!

A mole can dig a tunnel 300 feet long in just one night!

Ancient Egyptians slept on pillows made of stone!

A hippo can open its mouth wide enough to fit a 4 foot tall child inside!

A quarter has 119 grooves on its edge, a dime has one less groove!

Hummingbirds can weigh less than a penny!

Until 1796, there was a state in the United States called Franklin. Today it's known as Tennessee!

The Earth weighs around 6,600,000,000,000,000,000,000 tons (5,940 billion billion metric tons)!

A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off - it dies from starvation!

Every time you lick a stamp, you're consuming 1/10 of a calorie!

The average person has over 1,460 dreams a year!

It's against the law to pawn your dentures in Las Vegas!

One in every 4 Americans has appeared on television!

The average American/Canadian will eat about 11.9 pounds of cereal per year!

It's against the law to burp, or sneeze in a certain church in Omaha, Nebraska!

you're born with 300 bones, but when you get to be an adult, you only have 206!

Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete!

Over 10,000 birds a year die from smashing into windows!

The state of Florida is bigger than England!

There are more than one million animal species on Earth!

In Natoma, Kansas, it's illegal to throw knives at men wearing striped suits

It was once against the law to have a pet dog in a city in Iceland!

Your heart beats over 100,000 times a day!

Thomas Edison, lightbulb inventor, was afraid of the dark!!!

Mother Poem

Wed, 07 Apr 2010 06:42:15 +0100

Mother Poem

My Mother Is My Life Line

My mother is my lifeline, she is my complete savoir,
She does everything she can for me, and for that I praise her,
She went without when I was younger so I could have nice stuff,
She worked herself to the bone, but never did she give up.

My mother is my lifeline, she is truly my best friend,
she help me through the good and bad, she stayed there till the end,
she pick me up when I was down and wiped the tears away,
she will be there when I need her every night and every day.

My mother is my lifeline, she's completely a shining star,
she has never made me feel alone, no distance is too far,
she’ll travel to the moon and back, if I ask her to.
My mother is my lifeline, this poem I wrote for you.

Virgo

Sat, 03 Apr 2010 17:14:25 +0100

Virgo . April 4

It could be difficult for you to think straight today, Virgo. Your brain is probably working in short, erratic bursts that keep you guessing about which way to proceed. Avoid confusion during the day by periodically centering and separating yourself and your feelings from the drama around you. Don't pretend you understand something if you don't. If a situation doesn't make sense, go ahead and question it.

Well yeah!! This horoscope is so right.

My brain is totally working short.

I have been doing this report for almost 3 days now.

Guess what, I HAVEN'T FINISHED DOING IT! :|

And about the drama...

Two of my friends came by today.

And wow! We did have this topic about Love.

Three singles with broken history.

Isn't it just great? --- NOT!!

Well I guess what I don't understand is LOVE.

I feel that I don't know what love is anymore.

It's like a got this trauma from my past.

It feels like I don't want it anymore.

But a part of me misses it.

But still --- I don't want it anymore!

Weird :))

This horoscope thing got me.

It's entertaining. Totally practical.

But yeah, it makes me think.

LIFE. Oh life. You got me thinking.

Totally OFF

Fri, 02 Apr 2010 18:26:53 +0100

VIRGO APRIL 3

Today's planetary configuration will give you a strong urge to be out and about, Virgo, but responsibilities could keep you at home or the office Perhaps you're waiting for a delivery or an important phone call or visitor. This could be boring and rather tedious for you today. Find something to do that engrosses you, even if it's only reading or catching up on paperwork. There's no point in just twiddling your thumbs!

Well, yeah! I am waiting for a phone call.

Honestly, Every night I do.

I wait for it starting at 10pm til 12am.

Hopes are up if he still calls at 2:30am like two other nights.

He is my friend. Just a dear friend.

A friend who tends to be close to me.

Who makes me laugh. Laugh real hard.

He kidnaps me like almost every night.

Fetches me with his black macho Fortuner.

Or his gold-ish Altis.

Or his own car -- his racing drifting car.

We either just stay at a gas station or go somewhere FAAAR.

We buy smokes. Either we buy reds or I buy my own black menthol.

Whoever has money gets to treat the another.

Well yeah, we're friends. CLOSE, in fact.

So we treat each one as friends.

He has the car & gar. I take the drinks.

He is not my type.

Seriously, he aint.

But there's something in him that makes him appealing.

It's cool we're friends. But sometimes I have this light feeling towards him.

What does it mean that boys tell you that they want a girl friend?

Even when I accidentally changed the topic.

He then still told me he wanted one.

But what if he says he doesn't a schoolmate to be his girl friend?

I am his school mate.

Totally OFF.

I must remember he is not my type.

Nor does previous flings approve of things happening to me and him.

Hello, failure to life once more.

Opposite Sex

Thu, 18 Mar 2010 08:46:53 +0100

Think long and hard before you make your feelings known to your friend. Be absolutely certain that you want to take the relationship to another level, make sure it isn't a passing crush. Having a quick fling is quite likely to damage the friendship - you could be better off having a fling with someone else you like and not losing your friend.

If you're sure that it's definitely a big lurve thang, is your friend single? If they're in a happy relationship already then it is probably unfair to try to split them up. If your heart is set on them, you'll just have to wait for it to come to a natural end and be there after they've picked up the pieces. Just don't start slagging their partner off or interfering in any other way, no matter how tempting it may be. Of course they might not split up, in which case you have to be realistic and move on to another love interest.

Should your friend be single then start flirting and look for signs that they may be flirting with you too, remembering that there's no such thing as a 100% definite sign, unless they start snogging you. Be wary of using the most common ploy, which is getting horrendously drunk and either grabbing them and slobbering everywhere or droning on about how you've always loved them and how you should get married and have babies together. This is quite likely to make them run away screaming, even if they fancied you a bit in the first place.

Be brave, find a quiet moment, and ask them if they want to go out with you sometime. Yes, as more-than-friends. Let them know there's no pressure and if they say 'no' then you still want to be mates. Be prepared for a knock back, but hope for the best.

The world's weirdest wedding!

Sat, 13 Mar 2010 16:01:55 +0100

Here is One Of the world's weirdest weddings!

In December 2009 a Japanese man married a character from the Nintendo DS dating simulation game Love Plus.

Sal9000, as the groom preferred to be known, invited 40 guests to the wedding and broadcast the ceremony over the internet.

He described his bride, Nene Anegasaki, as his dream woman. "Her character changes to my liking as we talk and travel to different places," he said.

"I love this character, not a machine," Sal added. "I understand 100 percent that this is a game. I understand very well that I cannot marry her physically or legally."

Remember Me

Sat, 06 Mar 2010 21:24:25 +0100

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

If...

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 04:15:57 +0100

If someone is angry, they just want to be alone….
If someone is alone, they keep wondering to have someone
If someone is bored, they look for entertainment…
If someone is upset, they are unhappy and distress
If someone is crazy, they're looking for something…
If someone can’t find something, they are hopeless…..

If someone is disappointed, they feel hurt…..
If someone is get hurt, they used to cry alone ….
If someone is crying, they just want the tears to fade the pain
If someone is being ignored, they feel that they are dumped
If someone failed, they looses their hopes
If someone is discriminated, they feel so unfairly judge

If someone is betrayed by someone they're looking for their chance to do the same….
If someone loose the faith, they hate to trust again

Have you ever felt this way?
It is normal….if you felt those things in life you are great…. because you are perfectly created by God…..get hurt,,, get angry,,, get disappointed,,,, get upset,,,, …
Sometimes we are hopeless,, sometimes we are crazy,,, sometimes we are losing faith,,,
Sometimes we on keep asking why?

Never have a doubt because everything in this world is planned
And whatever comes in your way every single minute of your life
Your lucky of being what you are…
……….a human…the most perfectly created by god…

One day you’ll be amazed with those things, it is just a way to life
Get back your smile, and you will feel better….

Be Mine

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 14:00:56 +0100

I'm delicately handing my heart to you,
In your caressing hands to forever keep.
I'm giving you the chance of destroying me,
And I know I'm in your love too deep.

I'm giving my entire self to you,
All of my mind, body, and soul.
Handing over to you my everything,
In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole.

I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love,
To get me through the tragic world each day.
I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side,
And that's where you'll always be to stay.

Putting you over everyone else including myself,
You automatically go to the front of my line.
Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart,
In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine.

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Thu, 11 Feb 2010 00:12:44 +0100

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Only You

Wed, 10 Feb 2010 15:59:35 +0100

A person can make you feel high,
A person can make you feel low.
But Only You can decide,
which way to go .

A person can hurt you mentally
A person can hurt you physically.
But only you can place,
limit on Your abilities.

A person can cause drama,
A person can cause a situation.
But only you can create,
Your own reputation.

A person can make you laugh,
A person can make you cry.
But only You can make,
Decision for your life.

I guess what i'm trying to say,
That when you're living day to day.
Dont live by what people do,
But live by what you know is true !

Love Her

Wed, 10 Feb 2010 15:43:54 +0100

**Love her ...when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make
sure it tastes.

**Love Her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose
you.

*Love her...when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You
have them too.

**Love her...when her cooking is bad. She tries.

**Love her...when she makes you watch corny love Dramas while the sport is on.
She wants to share these moments with you.

**Love her...when she looks beautiful. She's yours so appreciate her.

**Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her
best for you.

**Love her...when she buys you gifts you don't like. Smile and tell her it’s
what you've always wanted. *

*Love her...when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don't ask; tell her its
going to be okay.

**Love her...when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and rent
any movie with Vin Diesel ..

**Love her...when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass.

**Love her...when she stains your clothes. You needed a new shirt anyway.

Love her...when she argues. She only wants to make things right *

*All these things form part of a woman's character. **

"A woman is part of your life and should be treated as the queen she is. **
Take time to make her feel special in every way"

Internet Friendship

Mon, 08 Feb 2010 11:32:27 +0100

Sometimes I think
this is the best kind of friendship
because I can come here
and talk to you whenever
I feel the need or have the time!
I never have to get dressed up...
nor do I have to drive my car..
I do not have
to run up my phone bill
nor do I have to comb my hair!!

All I have to do is come here
sit down... turn on my computer
load up the chat program and
abracadabra
www.dj-umaki.com...

there you are!!

Now how lucky am I ?!?!?!
to have such a great friend as you,
to share my many days with...
to laugh and joke
with when the day is good
or to cry and feel sad
with when the days are blue

I can share all my troubles
and cares... tell you secrets...
that no else will hear
and I can completely trust you
to always
be here.. to listen..
to share with..and know
you will you always care!
WOW....
what a glorious feeling...
to have such a good friend!

I can only hope that you know
that I am that kind
of friend to you...
I will always be here to share
your day..to listen..
to care...because sometime
ago..you crept into my heart...
and there will always be
that very special place for you...
today and always!!!
Thank you for being my friend!